Thursday, March 13, 2008 | 8:07 PM
ahh.
blogging again.
i won't struggle on.
i've got my doubts in you.
but i can't effing forget you.
you're what's on my mind all the time.
you're the scene that keeps repeating itself.
no, i'm not saying its iritating.
i don't mind, really.
but it just makes things hard.
yeah,
you've got him,
till you forgot certain things that you told me.
i feel it all welling up inside.
hearts beat as one, but minds on different frequencies.
what's happening to me?
hours in the cold waiting for you,
now i realize it's wasted.
i wasted my life away,
but it's all for you.
there's nothing more important.
can someone wake me from this nightmare.
cos when i see your face,
my heart bursts into fire.
i'll wait forever.
but then again,
maybe you'd even forget of my existence.
i'm screaming
i'm dying
i'm hurting
am i waiting for something that'd never happen?
am i waiting for something that you'd never let happen?
am i waiting for something that's equivalent to the sky dropping?
some things are worth fighting for,
some feelings never die.
i just wanna know why.
giving it can't be wrong.
ahh,
let's stop my ranting.
i'm just not good enough for you am i?
just needed to get it off my chest.
shall stop here.
for now.
and til you realise,
i'd be here where you can find me.
